Dancing on my Bed....

Kid ink's song I love life is on repeat right now.. my books are laid out on my bed. Untouched it's been over two hours.. still untouched. i have no motivation to do anything. I look around my messy room.. i see pictures on my wall, memories flood back .. good memories bad ones .. unforgettable ones. This year is going bye extremely fast. It's a good thing .. then again a scary thing. I look back on this year and way too many things have happened.. good things .. bad ones unforgettable ones. But that's life you know a little bit of everything. At this moment i could say that I am content .. happy :). I am not happy because everything is going good or i have everything i want.. I am happy because in the midst of everything i can always find the good out of a bad situation. I can always find the rainbow after the hurricane. I can still find the energy to dance on my bed. I feel free .. i feel  relaxed.. i have forgotten about the two tests i have tomorrow..  I am letting go of the past, letting go of the "what could have been" mentality. We always wonder why bad things happen to good people.. but the reality is bad things happen to bad people as well it's just that we notice when these bad things happen to good people because we feel like they don't deserve it .. but that's just the irony of life. 


"I day dream lookin' off,
 In space tookin' off,
 Sometimes life is a cookie jar,
 But i wouldn't trade it like a rookie cop,"


Baby ... i love life <3


Always And Forever