Dear Future Husband,

I wonder .. i always do. Who are you? Where are you? Have i met you yet? It's all so fascinating to me that at the end of the day everyone is going to end up with the person they are meant to end up with.But then again in this generation of ours where chivalry is practically dead, you really never know.  Maybe at this point in your life, you know exactly what you want. Maybe you have already met your future wife/ husband. Maybe you have not. Maybe you have but you don't know it yet. Maybe you don't want to. Maybe you are like my best firend Cole who wants to get married at the age of eighty five which is rather barbaric if you ask me but then again it's her we are talking about here. Probably the most fascinating person you will ever meet. But like i was saying you never know what fate has held in store for you. As i write this, the song "until the end of time" by Justin Timberlake  is playing in the background. I am already decided that this song will be played at my wedding and also "Ribbon in the sky"- stevie wonder. That is if i do have a wedding, you know if i ever get there. Have you ever stopped to think about the fact that there is a love so strong, it conquers all. You know people sing about it, write books about it .. better yet make movies about it but is it really there? Can it be really you and your loved one against the world? I like to think that it is there. I hope it is.. love as people say is the closest thing to magic. It all sounds so stupid but what if it is real, it could be the best thing ever. Have you experienced something like this? I for sure know i haven't. Maybe you have, someone you know? I'm only sixteen so i'm not in a rush to figure it out. I'll wait and see. You know the reason why people are supposed to date is so that they can be able to pick out a person to spend the rest of their lives with. But the more you look at the dating world it is less of that and more of people merely wanting sexual satisfaction, the idea of always having someone there. People date trying to fit in. This is far from the real purpose of dating. You might disagree with me but then again I'm not trying to be right I am just stating my opinion about this.  Considering this and looking at your dating life right now. What is it that you are looking for? Are you looking for someone you can have a good time with? I mean you can find those they are called friends? Are you looking for someone you can talk to? You can find those as well, they are called best friends. Or maybe you are looking for both in one? Yes? How lucky would you be if you find a best friend and a lover all in one person? Well they are not easily found, but they are there. Maybe you just need too look harder and you'll find that one person. True love? haha Maybe? Who knows? .. ahhh Not me :)


Always And Forever