New Year. New Beginnings ? For some It Is Nothing But Misery.

It's currently 1.1.2011. Many have already proclaimed that it's their year. Some just view it as another normal day. Others say they will change for the better most of them never do.. Some of them do but only a hundred out of the million. This fine Saturday, i spent my time with Victoria Hamilton, Amber Hamilton and Faith Henry. We went to brier creek and nothing but laughter and smiles were shared among us. You know how sometimes no matter what happens in your life you get to this point where you are with your friends.. they make you laugh smile and every other feeling goes away and in that moment no matter how short it is  you feel happy .. Like truly happy not the forced kinda happiness :) So far so good. It's not exactly how i pictured to start my year. I thought it would be different but either way it was a good start. One of my friends lost a loved one today.. Tragic? Yes very. I can't imagine how he feels. It's supposed to be a new year full of happiness and joy leaving all the bad things in the previous year. But no this happened on the first of January. The first day of a brand new year. The beginning of everything. Sometimes you look at the things around you and you wonder why... Why do bad things happen to good people? Sometimes bad things happen to the best people and it isn't fair, we can't understand this. People say everything in this world happens for a reason but we don't always see the reason behind everything. What do we do when all hope is lost? The hope of a life renewed? We wait. This year 2011 Might have started bad for others.. Great for the rest but one thing that i know i will live this year to the fullest. I won't let little things distract me form the main goal. I will keep my friends and family close.. at the end of the day that's all i need. i won't live to please people. i won't look back on things and regret them. One thing that won't change is that i will always have my guard up. It's always better to be safe than sorry.